Feeling Insane!

Today, I feel like I am going out of my mind. I went to my knitting group and I feel a little better. I finished my pair of Tofutsie socks last night. I really like this yarn. At first, I wasn't sure about it, but then it grew on me. I purchased 4 more skeins! I started a new pair of socks last night before going to bed. I was trying to wait until Sock Therapy on Sunday, but there is something comforting about knitting socks. Lately, I have been needing just that...a little comfort. I have been feeling horrible. Last week, my dr increased the dose of my advair for the next 2 months. Apparently, this is the time when almonds and other fruits are harvested here. Yep, they're knocking the trees. I also have a nose spray to use at night and my bp was high so now I am on bp medicine. He couldn't evalute me for fibromyalgia citing my shoulder injury that is being treated elsewhere as the reason that he cannot evaluate me. The xrays from my back are fine so still no explanation for the pain shooting down my legs. Thankfully, that has been getting a little better. Oh yeah, and I forgot, there are no ovarian cysts, but my uterin lining is abnormally thick.....well, hello, I have been dianosed with endometriosis. It's in my file. I had emergency surgery. The surgeon was afraid that I was not going to make it. They removed mutiple adhesions and a ruptured ovarian cyst. The biopsy came back that it was endometrial tissue, so I am absolutely certain that I have endometriosis. Okay, I just need to stop ranting about that. I just feel pretty crappy and I have been trying to space out some of my medicines because I have horrible heartburn when I take them together. I don't know which ones are the culprits, but I am taking the new ones earlier. So far so good today.

As if the medical problems aren't enough, the reason that I am feeling insane is that there are truly selfish and cruel people in our lives. Sometimes it feels as if I can't knit enough to stay sane. I am thankful for DH. He is my rock. I am thankful for dear friends at my knitting group and the nice people that work at the bakery. Well, I am going to go knit...I hope that your day is so much better than mine!!!!